hmmmm..well..to start off..i cant seem to remember the amount of times i have attempted blogging. Kept wondering about the display name, blog name ..kept wondering whether people would find it weird!!.. Now when i think of it guess i wasted my precious time thinking coz i ended up in choosing my name itself in the end.. :D its amazing how u overlook what is right in front of u when u deep inside u know that is what u had always wanted..
Mann..Come to think of it.. that particular line is applicable in every phase of my life..i always tend to overlook..even if its crying out loud right in front of my eyes.. :/ guess that must make me a real unappreciating person huh?.. :D hehe..not at all..im just late at realising things..but thankfully its never too late..till now atleast.. :)
Right now i can hear my lil 5month old nephew crying either for his mom's attention..or he is sleepy..cant tell..always made me wonder whether babies actually understand what we are trying to say to them.. I remember the other day i was kinda singing to him and he refuse to respond, but at the same time my lil sister sang the same song he was laughing out loud!
Was kinda annoying to an extend because even i wanted to make him laugh..i mean right now in the house i seem to be the only one who isnt a baby person! i have absolutely no idea as to what to say and what to do to catch his attention even.. :/ I had refused to hold him the first one month..coz considering how fragile the babies are around that time..it freaked me even to touch his hands.. but when i did it was amazing when he clutched his fingers around one of mine..i remember the first day i held him..felt like im on top of the world..coz as i said before i was a never a baby person and holding a baby properly was quite an achievement for me..plus this baby was our own.. we cud hold him however long and no one cud take him away.. and yup there begins my days of "attempting to be the baby person"..started listening to baby songs..learning the lyrics was the tough part though..but guess in the end realised best baby songs are the ones u make exclusively for them and sing in whichever way u want..well and thats what i did.. :D and i actually succeeded in putting him off to sleep once..yaaaay!! :D
oh yeah he is crying again..making up another one of my songs exclusively for him....me off to cheer him up :)
